Things I Should Be Doing
- so many
Things I Am Not Currently Doing
- any of that
I’m so stressed, I hate uni and I hate my stupid course and I hate feeling so overwhelmed by something I’m probably not even doing to care about in a coupe of months and I hate feeling like I’m constantly trying to please my lecturers and their subjective tastes rather than my own creative vision and I hate that studying something you love ends up making you hate it. I’m so far in over my head and I have fucked so many things up and there is virtually no time to fix it and I started this so long ago I’ve forgotten what I even wanted out of it. I want it to be over and I just want to be able to breathe again